May 10, 2008

I'm back!

At least for awhile. I took some time off because, quite frankly, I couldn't think of anything I wanted to write about. Life has thrown me another curve ball, and this one really caught me off guard. So, I've been occupied with personal problems. But then, who ain't?

I am sorry I haven't visited my favorite blogs for awhile. Life has kept me occupied. And I guess depression has too. Travis's birthday is coming up, and that's always an event that brings so much pain. He would have been 29. My oldest will turn 30 this year. He's freaking out over that. I guess I did too.

I've been spending so much time thinking about the past, and all the things I should have done but didn't. A useless endeavor, I know, but for some reason I can't help it. I find myself watching old re-runs on TV of a time long gone, and wishing it wasn't. I grew up watching I Love Lucy, and thinking that my life would be like a tv sitcom, I think. But it wasn't. Far from it. Life just seems unfair at times. Guess I'm having myself a pity party. I can't wait for it to be over.

But, I will try to find something to write about. And I plan to visit all the blogs I have missed. I haven't forgotten you all. I guess I've just been selfish.

It will pass. Life finds a way. Somehow life finds a way.


Stephen Rader said...

Taking care of yourself is not selfish - - far from it. People who love you understand and want you to take time for you. Hope things get better very soon. Much love.

Catmoves said...

Hi Just me. Glad you've come back to us. We'll wait for you as long as you want us to. And we'll care.
You can't live in the past (I Know, first hand), but you can visit the nice, the fun things there. It helped me.
Oh, by the way, you've got a couple of comments you might ant to remove. They're posted by people who are using you to advertise their sales blogs, in your post about cussing.

just me said...

Stephen, thank you so much for your thoughtful and heartfelt comment. It means a lot.

Catmoves, I know we can't live in the past. I guess its just that sometimes it seems better than the present. Thank you for your kind words.

I noticed the ad comments, but decided to leave them for now. Don't know why.

alphonsedamoose said...

That is one reason I haven't posted in a while also. Just don't seem to have much too say and been so busy at work.